I met her

This has got to be the craziest thing ever btw. So I was heading to DaddyWoms to pick up some food and otw I was thinking about what she might potentially be doing, maybe coming back after class and in my mind, I was thinking what if today is the day she decided to buy something from Daddywoms. So i’m in the Uber or whatever; and we’re on the road that leads to the dbee school, whatever it’s called, the wingman road. I see a Red Toyota Vitz parked outside Wingman. In my head, i’m like there’s no way this isn’t her. I legit just told the driver to stop the fucking car, like there’s no way i’m not going to see if she was the one. I walk there, and i look at the car, and i’m like yeah she’s definitely the one. So when i walk in I see her, and she sees me probably i don’t know. But fast forward i see she’s leaving and i am like i won’t forgive myself if i don’t go close to her. I know Awura pretty well, and there was no way she was going to actually talk to me. But i couldn’t stop myself from just going to her and trying.

She just reversed, didn’t even look at me once, just reversed out. When it happened, I was not caught off guard cos that’s what i expected, and a part of me was happy to see her happy with her friends, the people she loves, and I was just happy to hear her laugh again, even though it wasn’t with me. It healed a part of me.

Now i’m on my way home and i’m thinking about the experience and i feel a bit different, or there’s another emotion that’s popping up. She acted like I was not even there. I think it finally hit me that she doesn’t have any soft spot for me today, or she’s actually totally done with me. I am so sad right now. Thinking about it. I hope she forgives me one day or i hope i move on some day.

Update(1/09/2026): I have shared the story with 2 of my friends and they have laughed at(with) me and I am back to default, it was really nice to see her again. I still love her so much.